out of control

I started this doodle yesterday. It was just a little floating-flying-wiggly boy, and then another one, and another one, and then it felt like they need some space to connect them, but only in a way, not really... and it was all done in ink, then graphite and colours came... and some acrylics, for heaviness... and I didn't like it... any of it... at all, so I kept adding... ore colour came, and pointilistic style shading...

Yeah, I've become a bit obsessive... that's why it's going online, to fixate it in time as it is, so working on it loses any sense, before I start analysing it/self-analysing whirlpool. Now I'm free to stop! Yeeeey...